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206: The Edge

Content Warning: Mentions of Death, Strong Language, and Mentions of Suicide, Mentions of Drug Abuse

Starring:

Mo McKynzie as Marisol Montgomer

Yodeet Nymberg as Nina Greene

Lolita Marie as Summer

Chinna Palmer as The Stranger

Joy Jones as Kelly Greene

Derek Snow as Jonah Greene

Akanimo Effang as The Host

Director & Sound Designer: Nathan Gabriel

Writer, Creator, & Producer: Jade Madison Scott

Supervising Producer: Virginia Wilson

Producer: Will Stokes

Beyond Underscore & Dialogue Editor: Michael Ronstadt

Theme Composer: Sterlyn Termine

Show Art: Julia Patrick

Introduction

HOST

Before we begin I want you to know that you can listen to the entire series along with bloopers and bonus content on Apollo+. Apollo+ is a new platform where your subscription gets you early access to ad-free episodes, bonus content, behind the scenes content, supercuts and more. 70% of the revenue goes directly to creators. Join Apollo+ through the Apollo Podcasts app OR by going to apollopods.com/plus. Now, on to the show. WGC Productions presents Small Victories. And let's celebrate since little Marisol Montgomery is getting married tomorrow. Launch the confetti, boys.

 

(Confetti cannons explode. Jaunty music plays.)

 

MARISOL

Can you stop that?

 

HOST

What? You’re not excited? Not every day you get married to your, what did you call her? Right. Your soulmate. Not every day you get to have a soulmate and someone on the side. It’s not every day a liar wins and you’ve won, Marisol. Not everyone’s that lucky. How’s it feel to be so lucky-

 

MARISOL

I said stop it.

(The music limps to a stop.)

MARISOL (CONT'D)

You think I don’t know I’m a piece-of-shit-asshole? I was born a grade-A piece-of-shit-asshole, genius. I know that. What do you know? You’re not even real.

 

HOST

I’m real to you. 

 

MARISOL

Language. Drug Abuse. Bye.

 

(The scene is sucked into the real world.)

INT. SUMMER'S BEDROOM- DAY

(Marisol and Summer are just lying in bed, humming the same song, lost in their own little worlds.)

 

MARISOL

Hey, can you do something for me real quick?

 

SUMMER

What is it?

 

MARISOL

Stay here.

(Marisol rolls out of bed and grabs her pants off the floor. She pulls out a box.)

MARISOL (CONT'D)

Ummm…..

 

SUMMER

Is that?

MARISOL

Yeah, I got it the other day. Honestly, I should thank you. You know your lessons helped me buy this kind of. Um, you and Nina have the same hands so I wanted to…I think if it fits you it’ll fit her.

 

SUMMER

It’s a really lovely ring, Marisol.

 

MARISOL

Thanks. She didn’t want me to get one, but she deserves it, you know? 

 

SUMMER

If you want to know if it fits her then you should probably ask her.

 

MARISOL

No way. If I ask then she’ll know that I didn’t already know and I should know everything about her.

 

SUMMER

Aren’t we the romantic?

 

MARISOL

What’s wrong with being romantic?

 

SUMMER

Nothing. Martin couldn't afford a ring. We got tattoos. See.

 

MARISOL

Permanent.

 

SUMMER

That's the point.

 

MARISOL

Wanna know a secret? I still can’t believe she really likes me. I’ve never been lucky but she makes me feel like maybe I could be.

 

SUMMER

You're so...I just don't know about you.

 

MARISOL

What's that mean?

 

SUMMER

Where are you at Marisol? Right now?

 

MARISOL

That a trick question?

 

SUMMER

Answer it.

 

MARISOL

I'm in your house.

 

SUMMER

In my bed. Asking me to try on your engagement ring so you can surprise your wife-

 

MARISOL

What? Are you jealous or something?

 

SUMMER

Why would I be jealous?

MARISOL

Uh, what’s that mean?

 

SUMMER

Sorry, we’re getting off topic. Look, I’ve learned that in order to get through life without going insane one has to have an intimate knowledge and respect of what their soul can tolerate.

 

MARISOL

Okay, and-

 

SUMMER

Do you know what you can tolerate?

 

MARISOL

Wait, is this foreplay? 

(Marisol laughs and stops when she realizes her joke wasn't well received.) 

MARISOL (CONT'D)

That was a joke.

 

SUMMER

God, you are such a little kid.

 

MARISOL

Am not. Wait, wait, wait, I....I know where my lines are. I know what I can tolerate. This, us, I can handle it. It's fine. Well, not fine. Honestly this might be the worst pillow talk ever, but I'm good. I'm great.

(Pause)

MARISOL (CONT'D)

You’re not gonna try the ring, are you?

 

SUMMER

Having your mistress try-

 

MARISOL

You’re not my mistress. We’re….you’re my friend.

 

SUMMER

Hmmm.

 

(Summer gets out of bed.)

 

MARISOL

Wait, where are you going?

 

SUMMER

Shower.

 

MARISOL

Want company?

 

SUMMER

No.

 

(Summer enters the bathroom. Marisol gives a deep ugly dramatic sigh. It’s quiet and then, suddenly, there is the faint sound of chirping.)
 

STRANGER

(whispering)

Marisol-

 

MARISOL

Nope!

 

(Marisol quickly pulls out her phone and dials. It rings once-)

 

OLIVER

(bad connection)

Tiny!

 

MARISOL

Ollie! Man, I’ve missed you so much. How is it? Have you seen penguins? Do the toilets flush the other way?

 

OLIVER

(bad connection)

I…..water…….class…..you- (I don’t watch the water. Wait, I just got out of class. How are you?)

 

MARISOL

I got, I kinda got something to tell you. I’m getting married tomorrow.

 

OLIVER

(bad connection)

What?

 

MARISOL

Married. Me and Nina. City Hall. Bells and everything. I’m gonna be an honest woman. 

 

OLIVER

(bad connection)

Hold……in…….clouds- (Hold on, I can’t hear you. Let me go inside. It’s these clouds.)

 

MARISOL

You can’t hear anything I’m saying, can you? Alright. What the hell? I’m kinda freaking out about getting married cause, like, what the hell do I know about love? Who’d wanna spend their life with me? Nina’s perfect and I’m a piece of shit. What am I gonna do when she leaves me?

 

OLIVER

(good connection)

I hear communication is good for these kinds of things.

 

MARISOL

Jesus! How long could you-

 

OLIVER

I told you I had to go inside. I could hear you fine. Also, wedding jitters are normal, I hear.

 

MARISOL

I’m serious. She says she loves me, but I know better-

 

OLIVER

People can love you, Marisol. I do.

 

MARISOL

But you don’t count.

 

OLIVER

Uh, okay. That’s a shitty thing to say to me. 

 

MARISOL

I just meant you love everyone. It’s not, like, special.

 

OLIVER

Why would you say that?

 

MARISOL

See! Like this? I’m annoying and she’s gonna fucking….I’m gonna drive her away.

 

OLIVER

Talk to her.
 

MARISOL

I don’t-

(Text ding)

MARISOL (CONT'D)

Hold on. That’s probably…..

 

OLIVER

Tiny? What is it?

 

MARISOL

I………I’m gonna call you back. 

 

OLIVER

Marisol?

 

MARISOL

I’ll Facetime you at the wedding. 

 

(Marisol hangs up. She sits quietly in the room.  Long Beat. Summer opens the bathroom door.)

 

SUMMER

Marisol, I really don’t think I’m, what? What’s wrong? What happened?

 

MARISOL

Huh? Oh, sorry. My Dad….my, uh….he texted me.

 

SUMMER

Oh. Is everything okay?

 

MARISOL

Yeah. Yeah. We just, uh, we don’t talk much. 

 

SUMMER

What does he want?

 

MARISOL

(quickly getting dressed)

To see how I’m doing. Look, I gotta go. But, later. We can talk later. After the wedding or whatever.

(Marisol leaves the room. Transition music.)

EXT.  CITY PARK

Marisol is taking a drag as she sits in a well populated public park.

MARISOL

(internal)

-Shit. Sorry. I haven’t smoked since I was, like, seventeen. I don’t even like cigarettes. They make food taste shitty and turn your fingernails yellow, but sometimes they take the edge off and that’s what I needed. I needed a little less edge. 

(Marisol takes a drag.)

Where the fuck does he get off? Hasn’t talked to me in 5 years, and here he is texting out the blue. “How you been?” Fuck you. That’s how I’ve been. Suck my dick from the back. That’s how I’ve fucking been. Fucking neglectful alcoholic piece of shit-

(Marisol coughs)

Shit. I can not be this bad at this. Ugh, what’s he even want me to say? Want me to pretend or something? Pretend that I’m fine. Want me to pretend that I’m doing good so he can think he did the right thing by kicking me out? “See, kiddo, it was just tough love. I really was doing what was best for you. It wasn’t me letting you down again.” That’s all he’s even good for. Letting people down. Disappointing pe ople. Making promises and not keeping ‘em. T hat’s all he’s good for. I bet he’s drunk. I bet he got upset when he was drunk. Looking at baby photos and shit. Got all nostalgic. I bet if I texted back he wouldn’t even answer. I bet he wouldn’t even care. He doesn’t care. He never cared. I wasn’t Sam. I wasn’t Mom. I wasn’t anything. I’m nothing. 

(Pause)

I should text him back. Just to tell him to fuck off. Just so he doesn’t think he can ever do this shit again. I mean, if we’re being honest, if we’re being really fucking honest, if you hate me you should hate him more. Everything bad in me, every hateful, deceitful, terrible little thing that festers in me came from him. So if you hate me, hate him ten times as much. I do.

AD BREAK

The Host is listening to one of the other Apollo+ show’s in his headphones as he sits in the void.

HOST

(to himself)

Why does anyone still even live in Gunnaway? You could not pay me to stay-

(He sees the audience)

HOST (CONT'D)

Hey, there! I didn't know you guys were coming by. Let me just pause-

(He pauses his show.)

HOST (CONT'D)

Sorry, I was just listening to Afflicted on this new podcasting platform, Apollo+, which you….may not know anything about. Okay, so Apollo+ is a creator-owned platform where people like you and me subscribe and then 70% of the revenue goes directly to the audio drama creators. And they can use that revenue to pay their cast or help make another season of their show or make more episodes or anything! It’s a sweet set-up, especially since Small Victories is one of the shows you can listen to over there. And on Apollo+ the episodes don’t have ads and you can listen to Small Victories bonus content and you can listen to the entire season at once instead of waiting each week. And it’s super easy to join. All you have to do is join Apollo+ through the Apollo Podcasts app OR go to apollopods.com/plus. It’s so easy even a fictional character in an incorporeal space can do it. But I really do want to know how Mama Cherie is getting out of this so I’m gonna go back to Apollo+ and you can go listen to whatever Marisol is getting up to right now.

INT. NINA'S KITCHEN

Nina and Marisol are cooking up a storm.

NINA

Are you sure we can’t just go to a restaurant-

 

MARISOL

Are you kidding? Cooking for them will be the best way to show that I can take care of their precious, perfect, little princess from the Upper West Side.

 

NINA

Me in a kitchen. They’d never believe it.

 

MARISOL

Can you grab the-

 

NINA

Braiser, right?

 

MARISOL

God, you’re so hot when you know what kitchenware is called.

 

NINA

Skillet.

 

MARISOL

Wow.

 

NINA

Meat tenderizer.

 

MARISOL

Woah

 

NINA

Emulsifier.

 

MARISOL

(talking through her laughter)

Woah, woah, woah, stop in the name of decency, sorry. Oh, you’re so great
 

NINA

(laughing)

I know. Ooh, can I taste-

 

MARISOL

Go head. 

 

NINA

Oh, dang. That's good.

 

MARISOL

Thank you. Uh, Nina, I think I’m gonna need a couple more oxy today.

 

NINA

What? Why?

 

MARISOL

Nothing major. Just, I’ve been feeling nauseous and getting headaches-

 

NINA

For how long? Why didn’t you tell me?

 

MARISOL

Pretty much the whole time. You know I have a pretty high tolerance. I’m kind of always in pain, I just didn’t want to freak you out, but with your parents coming I wanna make sure I can last the whole time. If I’m in pain, I might dip early. That wouldn’t be good. 

 

NINA

Okay. I hear what you’re saying, but I don’t know if that’s wise.

 

MARISOL

Look, how bout another 20mg, huh? 

 

NINA

(uncomfortable laughter)

That’s a lot.
 

MARISOL

Nah. Remember I took the last ones like 8 hours ago. That plus the tolerance. It’s totally safe, trust me. I could probably take 30 without feeling anything, but I’m doing 20 cause that’s smarter, you know? More responsible. 

 

NINA

But what if it triggers something? You’ve gotten so far-

 

MARISOL

You know they say addiction has a lot to do with life situations, so, I’m pretty much great, you know? Beautiful wife. Good job. I swear to God, I don’t want to miss any of it for anything.

 

NINA

I don’t think you should do more than 10-

 

MARISOL

I’m telling you 20mg should be fine.

 

NINA

Are you sure you’re okay?

 

MARISOL

Yeah. I mean, I guess I am a little nervous about your parents seeing me tweaking. I already know they think I’m the big poor dumb junkie who’s corrupting you. I just know if they even see my hand shake or my head dip they’re gonna think the worst.

 

NINA

Maybe 15-

 

MARISOL

Alright, 15. That should be okay.

 

NINA

You sure?

 

MARISOL

I’m sure. Thank you. I love you. Now, come on. I’ll go take my meds and then we can get this meal together so your parents won’t hate me.

 

(Transition Music.)

INT. NINA'S APARTMENT- LATER

Marisol, Nina, and Nina’s Parents are quietly eating their meal. It is clear the parents are not very fond of Marisol.

NINA

Do you like the crab?

 

KELLY

It’s lovely, dear.

 

NINA

That’s all Marisol. She learned how to make the perfect crab when she worked at Le Vingt. You know, I hear Representative Benett really loves that place.

 

MARISOL

How do you like it, Jonah?

 

JONAH

I can’t taste much of it.

(Marisol easily laughs. She’s so high.)

 

MARISOL

Ah, blame chemo not me.

 

NINA

Uh, she’s a private chef now. She even teaches lessons. She’s giving cooking lessons to a widow right now-

 

MARISOL

Sure am. Really a highlight of my week.

 

NINA

Isn’t that great? 
 

KELLY

It’s always nice to see someone turn their life around.

 

MARISOL

Oh, don’t worry, Kelly. I know how worried you were for Nina. Trust me. I wouldn’t dream of going back on the pipe.

 

(Nina clears her throat.)

MARISOL (CONT'D)

That was a joke. I’ve never done crack. Wouldn’t touch the stuff. I, like your neighbors and coworkers, preferred the good old Columbian classic-

 

NINA

Alright! For dessert we have-

 

JONAH

We haven’t even finished our meal yet, Nina. 

 

MARISOL

Yeah, sweetheart. Gotta let them eat.

 

KELLY

You’re being terribly rude.

 

MARISOL

I am? Oh, no. Maybe I’m just really nervous cause I’m gonna marry your daughter and I know you don’t like me.

 

NINA

This risotto is delicious. 

 

KELLY

It is not a matter of like or dislike.

 

NINA

Pass the salt?

 

MARISOL

Oh, did I say something wrong?

 

KELLY

I have put people away for less than what you do.

MARISOL

So, what I heard is you’re proud of breaking up families-

 

NINA

Somebody, please, the salt?

 

MARISOL

(trampling over Nina’s line)

I don't even do that stuff anymore.

 

KELLY

How would I know? You certainly act the same.

 

MARISOL

I have to take legally prescribed pain medication.

 

NINA

But she’s been so responsible about it. She always takes exactly what’s prescribed. It’s really admirable don’t you think? I mean, you both know how hard it is to do that, and she did. That’s Marisol. She’s always making the hard choices.

 

JONAH

Should have gone into politics with a spin like that, sweetheart.

 

MARISOL

Yep. That’s Nina. Ms. Perfect. She always knows the right thing to say. How to save me from myself. You should be really proud of her. You two made the best person alive. The most wonderful perfect person alive. I don’t know how you can live in New York, if I knew Nina I’d wanna see her every day forever. 

 

KELLY

We are very proud of her. 

 

MARISOL

Me too.

(Pause)

MARISOL (CONT'D)

It’s really good that you two are both here for her. She deserves it. Two parents who really care about-

 

(Marisol scoots her chair back suddenly.)

 

MARISOL (CONT'D)

Sorry, I’m not…I have to go. I’m not feeling good. I…thanks.

 

NINA

Wait, are-

 

MARISOL

Sorry. I need to lie down.

 

(Marisol walks away. Transition music.)

EXT. NINA'S BUILDING- NIGHT

Marisol is leaning against a wall, smoking. Nina walk out the building to meet her.

NINA

So, when I asked if you were okay you weren’t.

MARISOL

You’re really lucky, you know? To have people that care. Everyone thinks that parents are just supposed to love you, like they don’t have a choice, but they do. And they don’t all choose love. You don’t even know how lucky you are, do you?

 

NINA

(gentle)

Hey, what’s going on?

 

MARISOL

My Dad texted me.

 

NINA

Oh! When?

 

MARISOL

Hours ago. During Summer’s lesson. He just texted me out of nowhere. Asked how I was. I mean, who does that?

 

NINA

What did you say?

 

MARISOL

What are you supposed to say to that?

 

NINA

Depends. Do you want to say anything?

 

MARISOL

I don’t know.

 

NINA

Then you don’t have to say anything until you figure it out. 

 

MARISOL

What if….what if I text back and he doesn’t say anything?

 

NINA

Then he’ll be an asshole and an idiot.

    (Pause)

Does it hurt?

 

MARISOL

Huh?

NINA

The scar. You just keep rubbing it so-

 

MARISOL

Oh. Uh, no. Not really, I just…you wanna hear something stupid? I thought when I got stabbed that meant….I thought maybe it was important. Like, it was a reminder that I could be, that I was different. Stupid, huh?

 

NINA

That doesn’t sound stupid at all. 

 

MARISOL

No. It was. Sometimes a scar is just a scar.

(Pause)

MARISOL (CONT'D)

Hey, I almost forgot.

(Marisol digs in her pocket.)

MARISOL (CONT'D)

Here.

 

NINA

You….

 

MARISOL

Do you like it?

 

NINA

How did you afford this?

 

MARISOL

I saved.

 

NINA

But I told you-

 

MARISOL

Please, can you not make this a big deal tonight? 

(Pause)

MARISOL (CONT'D)

Can I put it on? I sort of guessed your size so….hey, it fits. Do you like it?

 

NINA

Yeah. I do.

MARISOL

Good. We’re really going to get married tomorrow. Can you believe it?

(Pause)

MARISOL (CONT'D)

I said can you believe it?

(Pause)

MARISOL (CONT'D)

Nina?

 

NINA

Huh? Oh, right. Right. Yeah. 

 

(Small Victories Theme)

CLOSING

HOST

You have just listened to Small Victories. Starring Mo Mckynzie as Marisol.

 

MO

Suck my dick from the back.

HOST

Yodeet Nymberg as Nina

 

YODEET

This risotto is delicious.

HOST

Lolita Marie as Summer.

 

LOLITA

Sweetie, I don't need to be jealous.

HOST

Chinna Palmer as the Stranger

 

CHINNA

Marisol.

HOST

Jacquir LaFond

 

JACQUIR

People can love you Marisol.

HOST

Joy Jones as Kelly Greene

 

JOY

I have put people away for less than what you do.

HOST

Derek Snow as Jonah Greene

 

HENRY

Should've gone into politics with a  spin like that sweetheart.

 

HOST

And Akanimo Effang as the Host. Theme Composer, Sterlyn Termine. Original Cello Music Composed by Assistant Sound Designer Micahel Rondstadt. Script Supervisor, Virginia Wilson. Director and Sound Designer, Nathan Gabriel. Created and Written by Jade Madison Scott. This episode of Small Victories may be over but the fun doesn’t have to end. Listen to the entire season on Apollo+. Not only can you listen to our show but you can also listen to and support other shows like, Primordial Deep, Omen, Afflicted, Sidequesting and more. Not to mention that when you subscribe to Apollo+, 70% of that revenue goes to the creators you love! And they can use that revenue to make new episodes, new seasons, bonus content, and make sure the cast and crews of their shows get paid. It’s a win-win. Or a win-win-win-win? Or a win-win-win? Look, I don’t know what it is, but I do know that Apollo+ is good for me, you, and the crew. What more could you ask for?

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